I have discovered why I have not felt well all week. When I was praying this morning, I could feel the sinus pain when I bowed and prostrated. Then I had terrible pain in the bones under both my eyes, right on the cheekbones. I guess that I have a sinus infection. Rats. So I will have to call the doctor tomorrow after I take Ernie to the groomer.
It was raining all day, so I didn’t go to the Eid Festival. I had sent Sabrina an email inviting her and the girls, but never heard back. She has not contacted me since a week ago Saturday except to ask when our appointment with John was, and then to say “ok” when I rescheduled the appointment. So all is NOT well between us. I really almost wish I were dead. That is the only way she will really understand that she only has 1 mother, and her husband is a bastard to intimidate her into not having contact with her mother. We definitely have to talk to John. I have decided that I am NOT going to be servant, chauffeur, whatever, simply because she was nice enough to call me once in a month. She has still not apologized for throwing me out of her house, nor thanked me for house-sitting for her or carting her kids around. Also that bastard she married was quick to cash my check, but has never replied to my email nor thanked me. Yes, I am mad as hell. I am sick and tired of being used and abused, and taken advantage of. I feel like she can REALLY do without me, if that’s what she wants. She can’t “throw me a bone” with 1 phone call during which she complained the entire time about her job. I AM DONE, you ungrateful bitch!