Woke early again, this time 4:30 a.m.! Crazy me, I actually took BOTH my a.m. and p.m. meds last night, so I had to take another set of a.m. meds today.
Slept okay, I guess, with some dreams but I don’t remember them. Maybe something will trigger them later and I’ll remember.
I did Morning Pages yesterday, then booked tickets and a car for NYS in November for Thanksgiving, wrote a long letter to Pattie, then wrote 15-20 pages in my book. I am surprised at how things flow so quickly once I start writing. All the memories come flooding back, but I seem to be an impartial observer. I think it will become more emotional as i reach into my older life, as emotions did as I wrote to.Palwasha about my life.
The Morning Pages brought out incidents to bring up at my next session with John and Sabrina. That was a surprise, but a welcome one. So I will try to keep doing them. Things came out and I was able to write: exactly the purpose.
When will I learn that Sabrina does NOT want to be with me? I sent her a Groupon yesterday about a jewelry-making class. Her terse reply: No thank you. Her only responses to me have been: Yup, and Nope. Sigh. Makes me really glad that I decided to accept Pattie’s invitation for Thanksgiving. John has offered a room, too. Haven’t heard from Joanne. Need to write to Pat (wish he had email!).
Can’t really tell how Ernie’s eyes are
I DID find his old med the other day. It had fallen off the table and was hidden amongst my journals!