Good Morning

Woke early again, this time 4:30 a.m.! Crazy me, I actually took BOTH my a.m. and p.m. meds last night, so I had to take another set of a.m. meds today.

Slept okay, I guess, with some dreams but I don’t remember them. Maybe something will trigger them later and I’ll remember.

I did Morning Pages yesterday, then booked tickets and a car for NYS in November for Thanksgiving, wrote a long letter to Pattie, then wrote 15-20 pages in my book. I am surprised at how things flow so quickly once I start writing. All the memories come flooding back, but I seem to be an impartial observer. I think it will become more emotional as i reach into my older life, as emotions did as I wrote to.Palwasha about my life.

The Morning Pages brought out incidents to bring up at my next session with John and Sabrina. That was a surprise, but a welcome one. So I will try to keep doing them. Things came out and I was able to write: exactly the purpose.

When will I learn that Sabrina does NOT want to be with me? I sent her a Groupon yesterday about a jewelry-making class. Her terse reply: No thank you. Her only responses to me have been: Yup, and Nope. Sigh. Makes me really glad that I decided to accept Pattie’s invitation for Thanksgiving. John has offered a room, too. Haven’t heard from Joanne. Need to write to Pat (wish he had email!).

Can’t really tell how Ernie’s eyes are
I DID find his old med the other day. It had fallen off the table and was hidden amongst my journals!

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About mairedubhtx

I am a "youngish" grandmother of 15 year old twin granddaughter who has recently (is a year "recent"?) adopted Islam as my way of life, much to the consternation of my family. I love to read. I love to write. I am writing a book about my decision to revert, about my spiritual journey. I have another blog about stories from my youth, my parents, and grandparents. It's a blog so my OCD daughter will not be able to throw it out when I die. I suffer from depression and anxiety, for which I am treated, so my posts may be a bit dark at times. C'est la vie.
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