“The realms of darkness are the first place to search when you are dealing with evil. The evil condition of the human mind is such a place of darkness that the entities of the Otherworld are but drifting ethereal smoke by comparison.”–Peter Tremayne, Smoke in the Wind
This statement caught my attention because since August, my life and my relationships have been filled with darkness and a sense of evil that I have not been able to understand. And no matter what I do to combat it, the evil and darkness remains between Sabrina and me. Try as I may to make amends for things I don’t even know what, I keep getting slapped back down. There is an evilness and a darkness to the entire situation and I can’t fight it alone. I have called on Allah and His angels to help me deal with this; maybe it would be worse if I had not done so. It is hard to tell what is really going on because I cannot get my daughter to communicate with me about it. We go to therapy and talk, and I think we’ve made progress, but then life goes on the same as previously; she won’t talk to me.
The situation has all the elements of evil and darkness to it, and it frightens me. It makes me wonder if this is deliberate, on Sabrina’s part or on Clint’s part. It will be difficult to discuss this with John and Sabrina together, but I know that there is evil involved in this situation.
I guess I need to step up the prayers.