The Realms of Darkness


I read something this morning that struck me as being pertinent to my situation:

“The realms of darkness  are the first place to search when you are dealing with evil. The evil condition of the human mind is such a place of darkness that the entities of the Otherworld are but drifting ethereal smoke by comparison.”–Peter Tremayne, Smoke in the Wind

This statement caught my attention because since August, my life and my relationships have been filled with darkness and a sense of evil that I have not been able to understand. And no matter what I do to combat it, the evil and darkness remains between Sabrina and me. Try as I may to make amends for things I don’t even know what, I keep getting slapped back down. There is an evilness and a darkness to the entire situation and I can’t fight it alone. I have called on Allah and His angels to help me deal with this; maybe it would be worse if I had not done so. It is hard to tell what is really going on because I cannot get my daughter to communicate with me about it. We go to therapy and talk, and I think we’ve made progress, but then life goes on the same as previously; she won’t talk to me.

The situation has all the elements of evil and darkness to it, and it frightens me. It makes me wonder if this is deliberate, on Sabrina’s part or on Clint’s part. It will be difficult to discuss this with John and Sabrina together, but I know that there is evil involved in this situation.

I guess I need to step up the prayers.






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About mairedubhtx

I am a "youngish" grandmother of 15 year old twin granddaughter who has recently (is a year "recent"?) adopted Islam as my way of life, much to the consternation of my family. I love to read. I love to write. I am writing a book about my decision to revert, about my spiritual journey. I have another blog about stories from my youth, my parents, and grandparents. It's a blog so my OCD daughter will not be able to throw it out when I die. I suffer from depression and anxiety, for which I am treated, so my posts may be a bit dark at times. C'est la vie.
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