I Am SOOOOO Frustrated!!!


This working/nonworking Internet has got me so frustrated. I can’t even go out because someone will come at 5 p.m. to “maybe” install a new router. No one can figure out what is going on with it. It works one minute and then doesn’t work the next. No rhyme nor reason. It is extremely frustrating and I am trying so very hard to be polite with the techs on the phone, because it isn’t their fault, I know. I just have a gut feeling that the router is bad. It won’t give them the information they need to even test it. It has to be replaced. That’s my opinion. I am supposed to go to NIA at OASIS today and then do errands but I am anxious and upset over this mess. I just want it straightened out and be able to turn on my computer and be sure that it works. Klonopin for sure today.

And I want to go to Islam 101 class tonight. I need to start behaving like a good Muslima and learn about my religion. Every Wednesday something comes up so that I can’t go. It’s like Shaytan is conspiring against me to prevent me from getting the things done I have to do. I need to go to Buddha Box and Sprint to replace a frayed cord (again) and I have to pick up supplies at Home Depot. I am tired and the Klonopin will make it worse. But I am so anxious now.

Will this mess ever be fixed?






About mairedubhtx

I am a "youngish" grandmother of 15 year old twin granddaughter who has recently (is a year "recent"?) adopted Islam as my way of life, much to the consternation of my family. I love to read. I love to write. I am writing a book about my decision to revert, about my spiritual journey. I have another blog about stories from my youth, my parents, and grandparents. It's a blog so my OCD daughter will not be able to throw it out when I die. I suffer from depression and anxiety, for which I am treated, so my posts may be a bit dark at times. C'est la vie.
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