30 Days of Truth

26. Have you ever thought about giving up on life? When? How? Why?

I think about giving up on life every day of my life. I suffer from sever chronic depression and the hereafter is never far from my thoughts. I have seriously though about ending my life a number of times, especially when I am shut out of my daughter’s life. The meds I’m on now make things better and I am less serious about suicide. But It is never far from my mind.

About mairedubhtx

I am a "youngish" grandmother of 15 year old twin granddaughter who has recently (is a year "recent"?) adopted Islam as my way of life, much to the consternation of my family. I love to read. I love to write. I am writing a book about my decision to revert, about my spiritual journey. I have another blog about stories from my youth, my parents, and grandparents. It's a blog so my OCD daughter will not be able to throw it out when I die. I suffer from depression and anxiety, for which I am treated, so my posts may be a bit dark at times. C'est la vie.
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1 Response to 30 Days of Truth

  1. Tilly Bud says:

    I hope you have someone you can talk to about these feelings.

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