Daily Prompt–Green-Eyed Monster


Tell us about the last time you were really, truly jealous of someone. Did you act on it? Did it hurt your relationship? 

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I’m normally not a very jealous person, so I really can’t remember a time when I was really, truly very jealous of someone. I was a little jealous one time–well, several times. Those times I can tell you about.

One time that I was a little jealous of someone was when my daughter married her boyfriend. She is now happily married for several years and I am still somewhat jealous of her. I am happy for her that she has found someone with whom she is happy to spend her life, a partner that completes her. I would like to find man with whom to spend my life. I would like to get married again, I think. I’m finally beginning to heal after my last divorce which was particularly traumatic. But i think I’d like to find someone to love. I’m glad my daughter has. So I feel a little bit jealous of her. Not a lot. A little.

I’m also a little jealous of my sister. I envy the relationship she has with her daughters. She is very close to both her daughters. Closer to them than I am to my daughter. I wish I were closer to my daughter but she seems to be happy with the way our relationship is. I wish it were more like the relationship my sister has with her daughters. They are more involved with their mother’s life. I guess I wish my daughter were a bit more concerned about me. I wish she called me sometime. She thinks I talk too much so we just text. I wished she stopped in to visit or invited me over to her house occasionally. I wish we did more things together. I am envious of my sister because she does more things with her daughters. So, yes, I’m a wee bit jealous of my sister’s relationship with her daughters.

As I said, I don’t have a full-blown jealously attack about anything. But I do have little pangs of jealousy about these two things. I think everyone has something they are jealous about. These happen to be mine.

 

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About mairedubhtx

I am a "youngish" grandmother of 15 year old twin granddaughter who has recently (is a year "recent"?) adopted Islam as my way of life, much to the consternation of my family. I love to read. I love to write. I am writing a book about my decision to revert, about my spiritual journey. I have another blog about stories from my youth, my parents, and grandparents. It's a blog so my OCD daughter will not be able to throw it out when I die. I suffer from depression and anxiety, for which I am treated, so my posts may be a bit dark at times. C'est la vie.
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2 Responses to Daily Prompt–Green-Eyed Monster

  1. renxkyoko says:

    It’s not uncommon to feel a bit of jealousy. It can prompt you to improve yourself. Cheers.

  2. The Hook says:

    You’re human – and forgiven.

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