Category Archives: darkness

I Am A Nervous Wreck

I think I am going insane. Sabrina has twisted everything I have done or said to make it seem like I am out of my mind and can’t take care of myself. Maybe I can’t. I know the house is … Continue reading

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Dream-Like, or Nightmare

I woke very early this morning–somewhere around 3:15 a.m. No particular reason; just awoke. I read a bit in Deserts and Mountains, took a shower, wrote in my morning pages book (have been neglecting writing my book, however). I felt … Continue reading

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The Realms of Darkness

I read something this morning that struck me as being pertinent to my situation: “The realms of darkness  are the first place to search when you are dealing with evil. The evil condition of the human mind is such a … Continue reading

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