Category Archives: disorganization

Another Day Of Hoping

Well, it’s another day of hoping the techs will bring a new router and FINALLY fix my wireless connection. It will be hard to study and write if I can’t use my laptop at a desk with a book nearby, … Continue reading

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I Am SOOOOO Frustrated!!!

This working/nonworking Internet has got me so frustrated. I can’t even go out because someone will come at 5 p.m. to “maybe” install a new router. No one can figure out what is going on with it. It works one … Continue reading

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A Day at the Movies and Some Cleaning, Too

I packed more things for the girls today. I took all the figurines over to their house. I hope that they like them. I packed all the Purple Ladies and Purple Girls, and the Unicorns, except for the one with … Continue reading

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No, they didn’t; Yes, they did; No; Yes

The entire day yesterday was spent–literally from 9:00 a.m. to 7:30 p.m.–was spent either on the phone with Time Warner  trying them to get someone back here to fix the modem or having someone here trying to fix it. After … Continue reading

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Are Things Better?

I’m hoping that Sabrina’s invitation to lunch means that things between us are better. It was a little testy last night because she never received my reply message at noontime. The way we found out is that Jackie texted me … Continue reading

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I Feel As Though I’m Not Really Here

So many ridiculous things have happened in the past 10 days that I truly don’t even know what I’m feeling. I thought things were improving with my daughter until Christmas. When I didn’t even receive a call, I was so … Continue reading

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Fudge, Cookies, Grad School, and Lack of Sleep

Well, it’s been an interesting day today. I woke up at 2:15 a.m. and could NOT get back to sleep this morning. It was not for lack of trying. So I gave up and decided to get up and take … Continue reading

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More Falls, Literally

Last night I took my granddaughters for dinner at their favorite restaurant–for us–Red Lobster. Cassie was awfully quiet. Jackie was talkative as usual. I had invited Sabrina, too, but Clint seems to have the flu–a virus, she says–but it sounds … Continue reading

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Dreams

Dr. Phil’s show yesterday was about dreams. And since I ate pizza just before going to sleep last night, I had some interesting dreams. (Eating solid food just before sleep brings on vivid dreams for me.) The first dream I … Continue reading

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