Category Archives: meds

Feeling Discouraged

It is freezing cold here. I hate it almost as much as the heat in the summer. There are rolling power outages because the power company has had to drop its usage because of the cold. I don’t understand why … Continue reading

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It’s So Cold!!!

This is south Texas. It is beyond belief that the temperature would be below 0 C and wind chills would make it feel even colder. Even the dog didn’t want to stay outside any longer than absolutely necessary. Now the … Continue reading

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The Organization Begins

Brenda is coming over this morning for our first session of de-cluttering. I’ve a bit nervous, but took klonopin and I have a headache and took meds for that. I don’t know where to start, but maybe we should start … Continue reading

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What’s Driving Me Nuts Right Now?

So it’s time to vent about what is driving me crazy right now. There are so many things it’s hard to choose from amongst the things that have me going crazy. The process of getting enrolled in graduate school is … Continue reading

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Finally TW Fixed the Modem

Yay! I got a new modem and now have wireless connectivity. I want to be able to take my computer anywhere in the house and work, whether it be upstairs in bed or on the desk when I bring it … Continue reading

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Thank God for my Psychiatrist and Therapist

I am so grateful that I have such a good psychiatrist and therapist. I called John this morning about the woman who does organizing and works with hoarders. He called her and she is going to call me tomorrow, and … Continue reading

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No Joint Therapy

Sabrina and I were supposed to go to therapy last night. I went and so did she, to my surprise. But I had decided that I just could not do the session, and besides, after my last session with John, … Continue reading

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Are Things Better? Who Can Say?

Sabrina and I were supposed to go to therapy last night. I went and so did she, to my surprise. But I had decided that I just could not do the session, and besides, after my last session with John, … Continue reading

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I Feel As Though I’m Not Really Here

So many ridiculous things have happened in the past 10 days that I truly don’t even know what I’m feeling. I thought things were improving with my daughter until Christmas. When I didn’t even receive a call, I was so … Continue reading

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Another Night of Dreams

Last night was a night of more dreams (egg rolls, this time). Grandma was in the dream, as were my father and mother. I seemed to be working (again), but took some time out to go shopping at Macy’s. I … Continue reading

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