Category Archives: normal life

My Reality Show

If I were to produce a reality show, it would be about my life. Like my book, it would be about an American woman who was born and raised according to American values and Western culture and then adopted Islam … Continue reading

Posted in Allah, anxiety, daughter, depression, disorganization, dog, fianances, friends, granddaughters, hijab, housecleaning, IBS, incidents with Sabrina, Islam, love, messiness, misunderstanding, normal life, prayers, prejudices and biases, Qur'an, relationship issues, religion, son-in-law, therapy, univeristy, writing a book | Tagged | 1 Comment

I Feel As Though I’m Not Really Here

So many ridiculous things have happened in the past 10 days that I truly don’t even know what I’m feeling. I thought things were improving with my daughter until Christmas. When I didn’t even receive a call, I was so … Continue reading

Posted in anger, anxiety, Christmas, daughter, depression, despair, disorganization, feeling like I don't belong, feeling used, incidents with Sabrina, interference in my life, Islam, kidneys, meds, messiness, migraines, movie, normal life, outcast, past events, psychiatrist, reading, reality, rejection, relationship issues, restraining order, Sabrina, sadness, son-in-law, therapist, therapy | Tagged , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Can I Ever Be Normal?

Sometimes, (well, A LOT of times), I wonder if I’ll ever be normal or even feel somewhat normal. I did make an attempt, a feeble one, to clean up some of the garbage in my kitchen and on the counter. … Continue reading

Posted in depression, granddaughters, normal life, reading, writing | Leave a comment