Have you faced fears and overcome them?
I have a fear of being in groups of people that I don’t know. I moved back to San Antonio after being away for 5 years and it was like coming back to a new city where I knew no one. I am a rather shy person and have a difficult time making friends. So when I joined the senior center and the masjid, I knew no one. It was very difficult for me to go to these places where I knew not a soul and take part in activities. But i somehow managed to do it. I still have difficulties making friends but I have not let that stop me from going on trips with the senior center and going to classes. It has been good for me. I know that eventually I will make friends and have an even been time.
It is not easy doing these things when there is just one of you..so by doing what you have it shows that you do have courage. Wobbly knees..maybe…Terrified..maybe..Sick feeling..maybe BUT you were courageous enough to go in and join in with people you did not know.
So feel proud of yourself..you overcame a great milestone..now build on it.
My prayers are still with you