Category Archives: past events

Up Early

Posted on February 1, 2011 by mairedubhtx

I woke early again (4:45 a.m.) but have no intention of trying to get back to sleep as it is now well after 5 a.m. So I decided to write a little about what I’m thinking now. It’s even too … Continue reading →

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I Feel As Though I’m Not Really Here

Posted on January 4, 2011 by mairedubhtx

So many ridiculous things have happened in the past 10 days that I truly don’t even know what I’m feeling. I thought things were improving with my daughter until Christmas. When I didn’t even receive a call, I was so … Continue reading →

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Ate Too Late After Our Appointment

Posted on October 19, 2010 by mairedubhtx

I was right to be apprehensive about our (Sabrina and my) appointment with John yesterday. She was pleasant when she came in, a little depressed, I think, because she didn’t get the job she was so certain she was going … Continue reading →

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