Category Archives: reality

I Feel As Though I’m Not Really Here

Posted on January 4, 2011 by mairedubhtx

So many ridiculous things have happened in the past 10 days that I truly don’t even know what I’m feeling. I thought things were improving with my daughter until Christmas. When I didn’t even receive a call, I was so … Continue reading →

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The Worst Movie Ever

Posted on January 1, 2011 by mairedubhtx

I took the girls to the movies this afternoon. They wanted to go see “Tron–The Legacy.” I used to think “The Matrix” was the worst movie I had ever seen. Boy, was I wrong. This movie made absolutely no sense. … Continue reading →

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Dreams of the Night

Posted on November 17, 2010 by mairedubhtx

I had 2 dreams last night. The first one I remember is being with Curt in New York. It involved traveling on the subway. It was like reliving experiences I actually lived through. There was another dream just before I … Continue reading →

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