Monthly Archives: November 2010

Dreams About Nazi Germany

Posted on November 19, 2010 by mairedubhtx

My dreams have been so strange of late. They involve me being a Jew in Europe and people I know as Nazis. But also in these dreams are my grandmother and my Uncle Don and his long-time friend Andy. I … Continue reading →

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Dreams of the Night

Posted on November 17, 2010 by mairedubhtx

I had 2 dreams last night. The first one I remember is being with Curt in New York. It involved traveling on the subway. It was like reliving experiences I actually lived through. There was another dream just before I … Continue reading →

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Good Things, Not So Good Things

Posted on November 11, 2010 by mairedubhtx

Yesterday was a mixed day for me. First, I went to see Bart to have money put into my checking account so that I can pay bills, buy Christmas gifts, and pay for my trip to NYS. I really hated … Continue reading →

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A Welcome Phone Call

Posted on November 10, 2010 by mairedubhtx

I received a phone call from Sabrina last evening. She was at the airport waiting for her flight to Las Vegas. She is going out for DJames’s 1st birthday, which is on Friday. Rachel is picking her up and she … Continue reading →

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More Dreams

Posted on November 9, 2010 by mairedubhtx

I only remember part of one dream last night. The part I remember was Ernie grabbing the carrot toy from Hannah and running off with it. So maybe I should take his carrot to the pet resort. I was thinking … Continue reading →

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Still Waiting For…

Posted on November 8, 2010 by mairedubhtx

I went to see both Dr. S and John today. Dr. S doubled my new med to see if it would help my sleeping. About my agorophia, she says I have to FORCE myself to go out. She also decided … Continue reading →

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Submarine

Posted on November 4, 2010 by mairedubhtx

Wacky dreams again. Now I’m in a submarine with the ER doctor from The Doctors show, the one who was in The Bachelor. But he is a submarine commander. We are going for a ride from the US across to … Continue reading →

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Stuck In The House

Posted on November 3, 2010 by mairedubhtx

Well, here I am again, unable to get out of the house. I was supposed to have an appt with my kidney specialist today, and I woke with a slight headache and feel anxious. I took 1 HC and 1/2 … Continue reading →

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A Break-Through

Posted on November 2, 2010 by mairedubhtx

Sabrina and I met with John last night, and for the first time in nearly 3 months, I have hope that I have not lost my daughter. She was pleasant but tired when she came in. Jackie has a cold, … Continue reading →

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